忽然间，心跳得很快，
想到你..
这次的见面，我期待很久，
毕竟很久不见..
我没有告诉你，
是因为我想给你个惊喜，
不知道你会不会感到开心?
我只希望我刻意的安排，可以弥补我们不刻意的距离..

I m stupid

i noe i damn stupid,
i give up the great chance,
bt i said r truth,
tell u cant make me feel better...
i m sorry if i make u feel uncomfortable,
bt u make me feel sad,
u hv the responsibility listen to me,
bt sorry i do nt noe hw to let u understand the relationship..
i m i really stupid,
bt i jz like u..






although nw almoz 1am, bt i m still waiting 4 u ..

What the F*ck?!

again..
this situation appear again..
what the hell?!
i will bcome crazy bcoz of you...
i really cant explain my feel nw,
jz feel that i cant control myself n going to kill you~!!!
F*ck..
if u r bz-ing,
plz dont come n bother me,
leave me alone~!!!
i really...
my heart nw...
i...
i cant say anything nw..
i m vry vry vry angry~!!!
i muz shout out...
or nt i will die bcoz of this..
ah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I m waiting for you

what shld i do nw?
i keep asking myself...
i m waiting 4 u to answer me,
bt u jz din reply me..
what happened?
what is going on?
i cant even sit down n thk properly right now,
i m too happy bcoz of received ur msg,
n i dont even realize the happiness will disappear whn u r leaving me..
i m vry sad right now,
bt wat shld i do?
wait wait n wait..
bt y i shld wait 4 u?
i feel that really stupid,
bt i jz cant control myself..

i m still dreaming...

I decided to delete my previous post..
dun ask me y bcoz i jz wanna delete.. lol
ok lets talk abt my school life..
My school final exam is jz around the corner,
this sentences i keep repeat repeat n repeat,
bt i langsung din pick up my book n study,
i din even open my bag during holiday,
so i really duno hw to past the all subject...
Coming friday is Deepavali so my school holiday for 2 days,
Friday n next monday..
i m telling myself will open the book n start studying,
bt i noe i wont do that,
although i still nid to study n prepaid a lot of things... lol



2day is chee wah bday,
wish u happy bday agn.. xD


suddenly thk tat sum1 still owe me my present,
i dont thk he will rmb it,
so 4get abt it,
i dont nid it anymore... lol






(How am I going to tell you? Where are you?)

my holidays

Firstly,
wish all my Malay friend Selamat Hari Raya...
School is going to b re-open soon,
this whole week stay at home jz slp,eat and facing the computer,
1st time so dislike holidays,
dont know y?
felt ntg to do at home,
school life at least will meet some friend,
laugh laugh laugh the day will past vry quickly,
at home langsung no ppl,
jz facing the wall and my dog,
so boring...
hope I can go back to my school life,
everything will back to normal.. ^^





my english really vry poor... :(

突然很想你

很想跟你说说话，
现在满脑子都在想到底要怎么开口?
我到底应该说什么?
看见你上线后再下线，
我还是没什么要跟你说...
应该说是不知道要怎么跟你说...
说什么?
嗨...?
你好...?
然后呢...?
我的天啊...
第一次觉得我的表达能力有问题...
也许真的不应该这样，
我到底应该做些什么?
等你吗?
还是应该主动去找你?
该跟你说什么?
就保持这样吗?
可是这样有用吗?
我的天啊...
可是就算继续下去又怎样?
有结果吗...?
没有...
我想也是，
不可能会有...
怎么办?
我是很容易失控的，
我该如何静下来?!



我该如何把你从我心里驱赶出去?